Well, it's been a while.  But I'll still be posting every now & then.  It's good to be back.

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Sometimes you just have to watch the broken pieces fall to the ground and walk away, no matter how much you want to fix it.

Whatever roads you choose, I'm right beside you: win or lose.

Best friends are totally aware of how retarded you are, but still manage to be seen with you in public.

You need to trust that you can tell me things that I might not want to hear.

Sometimes I think we waste our words & waste our moments, & we don't take the time to say the things that are in our hearts when we have the chance.

We never really grow up.  We just learn how to act in public.

I don't want to forget you, but remembering what used to be is killing me.

I planned to say all these terrible things to you, but in the end, I just want to tell you I miss you.  There was never a moment I tried to remember you, because there was never a moment I forgot you.

And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.  And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.

Love life and life will love you back.

He was gone, and all that was left of all we had shared were a few letters and some memories that I was too proud to dwell on.  My heart cried out for him, but my mind warned me to move on.  In the end, that's what I did.

If you don't want me now, I don't want you later.

I always have this fear that one day you are going to discover that I'm not as great as you once thought I was.

You may have tomorrow, but why not start today?

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The ones who say you can't and you won't are always the ones who are most scared that you will.

Don't go.  I can't do this on my own.

Behind every bitch is a girl who got tired of being broken.

Can we just slow down while you make this mistake?

Maybe you're over him, maybe you moved on, maybe you found someone better, or maybe you're just a good liar.

Take one long look.  Before you know, it's gone.  I swear I love you, but I know it's wrong.

I like the way you make me feel even when you're nowhere near.

Love is when you find someone who didn't meet any of your standards.  And yet you still say, finally I've found the right one.

I said love don't love forever and everything that's new gets old.

Conflict between the fear of falling and the desire to fall.

The past is a good place to visit, but certainly not a good place to stay.

Spread your love, not your legs.

I'm learning not to sweat the small stuff.  This year has been about finding strength in myself, not looking to others for it.

Letting go isn't a one time thing.  It's something you do every day, over and over again.

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The naked truth is always better than the best dressed lie.

I'll sit on the front porch all night, waist deep in thought.  Because when I think of you, I don't feel so alone.

If you love me, say it.  If you trust me, do it.  If you want me, show it.  If you need me, prove it.

It's hard to make a decision when you're too tired to hold on and too in love to let go.

You need no one to validate your self worth.

I acted like it wasn't a big deal when really it was breaking my heart.

Steal some covers, share some skin.

When I met him, it was like a shade going up in a dark room, the light suddenly pouring in.  He understood things about me, things no one else ever did, ever could.  And then, just as suddenly, the room went dark again.

I want to be your only constant in this ever changing universe.  Either the sun that awakens the light in your eyes, or the moon that soothes you into slumber at night.  Or maybe the rings around Saturn with the way they'd find a way to gently enwrap you.  Or the row of constellations you always look for to guide you back home to the place where we both know you've always belonged.

That's it.  This has to stop.  I have to sort myself out, take some control, because it is actually not possible to live like this.  I can't do it anymore.  I'm tired of crying every day, tired of spending all my time thinking about this, thinking of how good it used to be, of how things went wrong, of whether I can get this back.  A person can't live like this.  It's like living half a life, like living as an empty shell.  I can't do it anymore.  So it has to stop.  Now.

Suddenly for no earthly reason I felt immensely sorry for him and longed to say something real, something with wings and a heart, but the birds I wanted settled on my shoulders and head only later when I was alone and not in need of words.

I haven't been everywhere, but it's on my list.

I'd rather stay quiet than explain my problems to people who don't give a fuck.

When the pain of holding on is greater than the pain of letting go, it's time to let go.

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